From The Roundhole

As part of learning where happiness comes from (inside) I have approached it a little backwards. imagine that, from me LOL. I have looked at things in my life that I truly miss. Things that bring sadness out in me because I will not do them again, like I did then. Things that if I could do them over again, and maybe only pick a few here and there, what would they be. I have came to find out, that if given the chance to re-live events, they would not be large things. They would not be grand things, or even expensive things. They would be little things, time spent laughing, holding, dancing. THOSE are the things that bring the most happiness, and the things that stand out in my mind as what I miss the most. Eating yogurt with baby spoons to make it more special, to last longer. To hear words like 'wrapped up like a little burrito.' Now all I have to do, now that I know what in rememberance brings joy, is to learn to re-create as many of those moments as I can. And hope that I do not have to look back one day and miss them. People can change.